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the pills don't workA few weeks ago
my doctor called me
"You have a
with the tendencies of an insomniacthe loneliest part of her day
is going to sleep
knowing when she wakes up
she'll still be
She called me Ma'am. He called me Miss.The bank called today, trying to sell you life insurance. You let them babble because it's their job and you couldn't get a word in edgewise and you're too polite to simply hang up. When the woman on the other line finishes her spiel you tell her you're not interested, but she insists so you listen. Letting her speak for another minute couldn't hurt, right?
She starts telling you how you should be prepared in the case of a sudden death. Car crashes, drowning, equipment malfunction, cancer, disease contracted overseas, covered. You aren't going to buy this insurance but you want to ask if suicide was covered under it anyway.
But you weren't planning on dying. Not today, anyway. Not for a while. You stopped that.
She transfers you to another associate. You tell him he's wasting his time, because you simply aren't interested and don't have the need for this program.
He lists off some statistics. The number of people who die in accidents every year. What the average funeral costs in Canada
it was cold when I woke upI long to trace invisible trails
across your face, like wind
I yearn to feel your heartbeat
cuddled up against your chest
I crave all of your kisses
I ache to give you mine
Wishing upon a falling star
I'll sing you lullabies
Ninety-EightI want you here on my darkest nights
when razor blades can't scare the frights
and scars aren't enough to face my fears
haunting, taunting all of these years
I want you here on my brightest days
when sun shines dim under my rays
and our laughter comes in fits and starts
prancing, dancing never apart
I want you here for everything
The good and bad, the in between
You're HomeThe only place I know I'm safe
Is someplace I may never be
If home is where the heart is
I'm still living overseas
Red PenShe has a red pen, holds it close
Reminded of a boy
She plays with it but not his heart
A heart is not a toy
Sometimes she writes and stops herself
Afraid, for ink runs dry
Superstitious mind, she reasons
Red pens, like love, can die
She saves the pen, saving the ink
Never once she forgets
By losing it she loses him
Her heart is in his debt
You can't manage more than ten push-ups after the hour-long cardio session. You crumple, shamefaced, and reach for the water bottle.
You gulp down the water too fast. It cascades soothingly down your throat. Tsunamis crash into your empty stomach. There's a scintilla of bliss before your mind and body unanimously reject the sudden fullness in your belly.
It's been too long since you last thrust a toothbrush down your gullet. It takes you three tries before your gag reflexes finally submit. You stare into the swirls of saliva and think to yourself, 'Third time's the charm.' You laugh and you don't know why. Tears you weren't aware of shedding spill into the toilet bowl.
You stand up, wipe off your toothbrush and continue on with your work out.
This moment is momentous.
There's no going back now.
Broken by an arrowShe cast,
And hit somethin'
But did cause
But she left
and with her
the arrow she took.
It wasn't theft
But the once
stolen was shook.
The repercussion was
In reality T'was that the
Fragile she'd broken
The pieces were too much to hustle
The once fragile now an unsolved puzzle
And in the while- he lost the smile
Kenosis (Open Cage)Kenosis (Open Cage)
Fingertips are pressed against my heart,
My mouth agape, toes curling
As my hands grip her elbow,
Holding her for dear life as she retracts…
My central organ.
“Jesus Christ, don’t break it.”
My eyes close as my voice shakes,
Holding her arm in between tight my fingers.
Her own fingers then dig into her breastplate,
Unlocking the cage of her ribs,
Opening the window to her world,
And she looks at me expectantly.
“I’m scared. Terrified, but I want you to have it.”
“I can’t take this. I can’t. I’m not—“
“It’s already yours.”
My heart quickens in her soft grip.
As she places her in mine,
And mine inside of her rib cage.
Her forehead presses against mine,
Blood on our fingers and tears in our eyes,
We know we’re in deep.
Drowning. And not wanting to come back up.
I never want anyone to find me.
I’ve found it already.
And it’s when brown and gr
Do it againPress your lips
Hold me close,
And drench me in
Your scent again.
Kiss me me again
But this time
Tell me you need me.
Conociendonos....:cap 4jiji aquí esta la siguiente!
R: ya era hora! tenia mucha hambre!
N: jeje,eres tan gracioso Rigby! "le sonríe"
R: si lo se.....*cara de caradura*
C: ah si claro! yo soy mas graciosa....
R: no yo!
C: yo! y punto!
R: ah eres tan tan...!
C: molesta? jaja tu lo eres mas!
R: okey tienes razón a veces soy molesto....
C: aja pero eso te hace cool como yo
R: jaja ambos somos cooles!
C: claro que si!
N: se van a estar peliando todo el dia?!
M: no lo se... "nervioso"
C: ah ahora no estábamos peleando!
R: decidimos que ambos somos graciosos y cooles hmm hmm!
C: no como ustedes!
R y C: jajajjajajajja
N: esto es la guerra
M: hmm hmm!
R: bien lo decidiremos en unos partidos de videojuegos...
C: cada uno tiene su equipo de dos...
R: el que gana es mas cool...
C: y si no la próxima pagan las pizzas
R y C: Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm
Conociendonos....:cap 3bueno chicos ....lo subo asi no me aburro jaja
N:See yo hice lo mismo,pero juge uno de los mejores de ahi! y nos despidieron ! "colorada"
M: jaja pero debio ser cool el trabajo no?
R: digo videojegos......
C: ah si! a excepción de nuestro jefe era asi como un Benson "cara de..¬_¬"
N: seee! no se crean! era muy cool trabajar ahi!,y si! los videojuegos eran geniales! "sonríe"
C: no se imaginaban lo furioso que se ponia nuestro jefe...
R: jaja me lo imagino.....*rie*
C: ríes muy gracioso Rigby jaja
se miran durante un segundo sonriendo
N: *celosa* bueno creo que debemos seguir
M: a si ya casi terminamos!
C: agh! esto es aburrido! D:
N: ya lo se Cami! pero debemos terminar este trabajo o nos despediran ya en el primer dia! "rie"
rastrillaron y rastrillaron hasta pudieron acabar de juntar,apilar y barrer esas hojas......
R: si por fin!
C: ahora a jugar videojuegos!
M: ordenamos pizza?
C: buena idea Mordo!
Conociendonos....:cap 5jaja OkEy! AcQuI Lo SiGo JeJeJe
N: hmm hmm! veremos quien gana! Cami lo haras con migo
C: esta bien!, pero igual quería jugar con Rigby......
R: entonces jugare contigo!
C: genial! "sonríe"
M: entonces nop tendrán oportunidad conmigo y Noe!
N:jejeje si que si Mordo!
M: hmm hmm!
entraron a la casa y se sentaron Noe y Cami en el sillón cada uno con sus controles
C: te dejare destruida!
N: a si claro!
Empezaron a jugar,Noe iba ganando!
N: te ganare Cami!
C: noo D:
R: vamos tu puedes eres mejor que ella!
C: bueno si tu lo dices
N: ja! no me ganaras!
entonces ahora Cami era la que llevaba las de ganar....no quería quedar mal enfrente de Rigby..
N: Eres buena Cami! pero no tanto como yo!
Entonces empezo a jugar mucho mas rapido y iba a la delantera
C: no me ganes! D:
N: pos parece que lo voy a hacer!
ElaineExuding from the gaps on the window
Permeating tenderly in the Aether
Your smile, your joy, your laughter
Asphyxiating me slowly with sorrow
I hate you but I love you
I am jealous but content
Happy but sad
Alone and lonely, forgetful and forgotten
Clinging hopelessly on a fading memory
Yet I need a reason to live
So I lie to myself
That you still remember me
Silent TreatmentFor hours in between seconds;
Choosing should you cry, should I walk away
Touching you in ways I never could
Realizing I am a shear image of broken glass
From the moment, when the word slipped from my bitter mouth
It was irreplaceable to the point there was no return
It was awkward that it basis on surprise, in public, in morning light
Touched you so deeply and leaves an open wound bleeding relentlessly
It was ok to be reluctant to face certainty, should you fade away.
It was very clear that this life feels so unfair.
Too devastated to understand this was the moment
You tried preventing
You prevent dreaming
You dreamt avoiding
You avoided talking about…
Poem TOGETHERRemembering a night
laying close in the bed
your arm around my shoulders
the smell of your skin lost in my head
the warm gold of my skin as it flew out in a pink room
The lenghty movement of our bodies among those sheets filled the gloom
whispering "you are mine"
while the sparkling lights in your eyes were starting fast to shine
talking 'bout a London pic
we painted that sky with purple desires
then poured on that grass the brilliant green of our dreams
and wave after wave
the depth of this love to the blue water we gave
Remembering how all changes when we're together
just you and me
and nothing else matters
....if our love was a Land, those would be the colours it might have.
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